I won't kill myself for the second time.
Is suicide a sin? For sure it's the last mistake a person can make or be forced to make, at least it should be. In my case it became a gateway to a wish I had, a chance to repair this broken life. However, I soon discovered that this world is slightly different to the one I came from. Imagine going to a cinema and watching a long movie. Not once, not twice, but three times in a row. It's still alright if the movie is to your liking, but what if it's not?